For whatever reason, I spent a pretty lonley night at home alone last night. Not unlike any others that I've spent alone, but this one seemed different. I was REALLY ALONE....ALONE .....ALONE. For the first time in a long time I felt the consequences of being alone. The silence at times was deafining. But maybe it was good for me. I think I may have needed the wake up call. I wrote a little last night....some of you don't know that I write verse...songs...poetry...what ever you may call it. So here it is.... Not having you around has been the worse part of me When every time I fail it would be so easy to put the blame on you But where were you the day the sides were choosing It's me against me against me Somehow in the abyss of eternity I lost my way And it was you...that brought me to life Only for me to make you invisible I trusted you and gave my life to you But minutes ago we were...minutes ago we were...slitting our wrists with my incompacity to forgive The days I once lived, burned with the acid of sin Once again, I step up to defeat me My defeat will be your Glory
