Ever have one of those days when you sing every song on the radio, and it all sounds good in your ear? For whatever reason, you know every word. Today is one of those days for me. Its such a beautiful day too. Today....today will be great. Not overlooking my great mood, I am however in a query. For a few days now, I've had something on my mind. My dad has been given an offer to take a promotion as vice pres of the company he works. Thats great, but this would require him and my family moving to Connecticut. Wow...yeah. I've got some mixed feelings about all this. For one, both of my brothers will be going with them. Jarrett who is soon to be 16, doesn't really wanna go, but has said he will because he wants to be with the family. He has the option of staying with my grandparents to finish HS here, but he'll go. Jonathan, who is 23, has said that he will move with them. Thats a bit of a shock. So here I am. I'm not moving. I refuse to. They've not asked me, but have expressed that they would want me to go. Chattanooga, Nashville, something like that...maybe. Connecticut...not so much. So if they go, I'll be staying. I'm just a little sad I guess. I love my family so much and I can't imagine them moving away from me and where we all grew up. Dad's not made a decision yet, but I know he wants this job. The thing is, 3 yrs ago, I moved back from Arizona in order to be with my family. I could've went anywhere, including LA with Russ..but I chose to come home. I wanted to be there for my brothers....I wanted to see Jarrett grow and become a man. I wanted to be lazy on my parents house boat. So now what if they go? I'll be here...not quite alone, I'll have my friends and my grandparents, but my family will be 800 miles away. Ahhhhh! (courtesy of Brittany) It will be a week or two before a decision is made, but till then I'll be praying for God's will. I want what ever it is that will be good for the family...and only God knows what that really is. I'll keep you posted. My prayer for the day is this...Psalms 25: 20-21....Guard my life and rescue me; let me not be put to shame, for I take refuge in you. May integrity and uprightness protect me because my hope is in You.
Shout out to my nizzle, also to Brittany for being so great and amazing, and to Kandi...I hope you have better weekend than you did week.
J, change is something that we all must face even though we don't always want to... no matter what happens I know that you will be strong and come through shining as you always seem to do,,, just remember if you need me I'm here. Nice to see you smiling for a change... urnizzle
