Righty-O! So I've been a bit on the quiet side the last few days. Not becasue I've had nothing to say, but maybe because I've had TOO much to say. Neverless, I'm here now to proclaim several truths. One....I love Jesus. Savior, King, Almighty, Redeemer, Jehova, Friend, Jah.....MY Lord. From the lyrics of a song by Disciple...."God is good...He's so good...He's so..FREAKIN AWESOME! Draw close to Him, He draws close to me, never change, the sand of the same, placed in me a redemption song and at His weakest He's still strong! My daddy can whip your daddy!" hahaha I love it. The beauty of God's grace adorns my soul these days. Last night it was brought to my attention that there was a time when I was angry, jaded, and dark. Yes, this true. Had to be one of the darkest times in my life. I had exited the light to enter the darkness....away from God there is no light. My life had not refelected Christ at times. But I'm here today to make public that I'm a sinner like everyone else. I fall short of God's glory every single day from the time I wake up till the time I fall to sleep. But I have hope...I have faith. I believe. I believe that Christ has come to redeem me, us, from all our sins. He's brought me from the ashes to the earth to live again...but to live for Him. There's nothing new to these statements for me. I've been here before...my life for most part has been to reflect Christ. My time away from Him was dark, cold and deadly. No more. About a month and a half ago, God smacked me in the face....grabbed me by the hair and said "Stop running. You can't hide anymore...I won't let you." What do you say to that? haha Nothing...you do as the man tells you. I love Jesus...and I thank God for saving me. What a wonderful reason to live. Now, something else I've held back on....I've not said anything really as of yet about this on here because I really didn't know where things were going and I didn't want to jump the gun. I don't think there's a gun to jump anymore. Brittany Nicole Henson is the most amazing woman alive. Yeah. A bold statement. I've known Brit for awhile and we've talked, but not the way we've talked the last week. Deep, stimulating conversation has intrigued my mind. We've shared with each other things that not many other know about us. And we share it with ease and comfort. Not only that, but we share the most important thing of all...the love of Christ. She has a passion that is unmatched and it spreads to me like wild fire. Her enthusiasm and zeal would make the dullest man run a marathon. She's beautiful in so many ways and I want everyone that reads this to know that. She's intelligent, so freakin funny, caring, loving, beautiful...she has the most gorgeous eyes I have ever seen in my life. If I'm not talking to her, I'm thinking about her. If I'm not thinking about her....wait...I'm constantly thinking about her. She puts joy in my heart. The last few nights, something amazing has taken place...something I've never experienced in this way. Her and I have prayed together. Last night when we finished, I had the biggest smile on my face and all I could do was laugh uncontrollably. I was so happy. Almost overjoyed to the point of tears later after I got off the phone. I don't know what God has in store for us, but I do know that its gonna be amazing. I know in my heart what I'd like to see happen with us, but I must wait on God. I'll just say it.....I hope that we become this sick couple that makes people green with envy....one that makes people go..."I wanna be like Justyn and Brittany one day." Again...bold, but I'm full of bold statements here lately. Jesus knows what He's doing here....hold on...its gonna get crazy.
