Ehh...tired...I feel exhausted over the last week or so. Just so much going on. Tonight, I will be making my return to ministry and the stage that put me there. Tonight I will get to speak for the first time in 3 years and I'm so stoked that I think I might just pee my pants. Well, not really, but something like that. I've been so wrapped up in studying and reading lately, but I still for some reason don't feel prepared enough. Its funny because its not even like a sermon or anything, its just our weekly youth talk. We're about to start some exciting things at New Life Fellowship. We're going BIG for Jesus. Looking forward to it. But you know what really chaps me at the moment. Haters. Yeah. Some people who like to judge but yet complain about thinking that they are being judged. I for one, cannot judge anyone. And I never will. Who am I to judge anyone? I'm no better than the guy down the street with the needle in his arm. I may strive to live a better life and more abundant lifestyle, but when it comes to sin, we're all in the same boat. And something else...those that choose to distance themselves from me because of my renewed faith. What are you scared of? So what if you're not like me...I don't want you to be like me. Are you afraid that I might try and shove some Jesus on you, or are you afraid that God's light might actually just by chance rub off on you? I'm no different than you. Yeah, I love my God, and I love Jesus, but does that make me any less human? No. "Salvation carries a cost we must prevail-death creeps like the breeze but have no fear watch me inhale!" Project 86
